post #1
02 January 2006, 02:27 UTC#1
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I want to be happy, everything in life is just not working out for me
1)I broke up with someone who could of made me feel more important than I do now
2)I'm with someone who makes me feel un-important and like total SHIT
the worst part is, is that I'm blaming myself for the conflicts when I know, I can do better.
I hate myself, I hate the way I look and act towards everything.
I don't want him, but I don't want to be alone.
I don't want to feel the way I do.I=worthless
I've wasted my fucking time, 2 months of my life has been wasted on someone who thinks we are going out, but probally wouldn't label me his girlfriend to his friends, be proud of going out with me not ashamed of me. Who cares what your friends think? I am not ugly, I might be big, but I am not ugly.
I've been nothing but nice to you, why treat me like the way you do.
I must be a joke
I want to call and break up with you NOW, but I'll just wait till you decide to call and talk. I mean its been 4 days, maybe sometime when your not busy thinking about yourself, and you remember "Oh yeah I'm supposed to be a boyfriend"
DO you know how a boyfriend is supposed to act to his supposed to be girlfriend.
He's supposed to care about her, and make her feel wanted.
NOT ONE TIME HAVE I ACTUALLY FELT WANTED.
I feel like your just going out with me to have someone to go out with.
2 months and no PDA. "I don't do PDA" I'm not asking for a makeout session infront of the whole entire student body, all I ever wanted was a hug, or maybe even a hand hold, I guess thats to much to ask? I dont even want you to touch me again.
2 months and nothing has changed, everything has gotten worse and worse
2 months and you act like nothing is wrong.
EVERYTHING IS WRONG
I remember when you told me you liked me and I was pretty for the first time(before we started going out) I actually believed you, silly me.--fucking liar.
I hope you read this, I hope you fuckin' get it. Finally
your the worst "boyfriend" I've ever had.
The only times I've ever felt somewhat special is when your DRUNK and nice to me.
I don't ever want to hear the words I love you utterd from your mouth again, espically if your not going to show it.
here is your fucking picture.
1)I broke up with someone who could of made me feel more important than I do now
2)I'm with someone who makes me feel un-important and like total SHIT
the worst part is, is that I'm blaming myself for the conflicts when I know, I can do better.
I hate myself, I hate the way I look and act towards everything.
I don't want him, but I don't want to be alone.
I don't want to feel the way I do.I=worthless
I've wasted my fucking time, 2 months of my life has been wasted on someone who thinks we are going out, but probally wouldn't label me his girlfriend to his friends, be proud of going out with me not ashamed of me. Who cares what your friends think? I am not ugly, I might be big, but I am not ugly.
I've been nothing but nice to you, why treat me like the way you do.
I must be a joke
I want to call and break up with you NOW, but I'll just wait till you decide to call and talk. I mean its been 4 days, maybe sometime when your not busy thinking about yourself, and you remember "Oh yeah I'm supposed to be a boyfriend"
DO you know how a boyfriend is supposed to act to his supposed to be girlfriend.
He's supposed to care about her, and make her feel wanted.
NOT ONE TIME HAVE I ACTUALLY FELT WANTED.
I feel like your just going out with me to have someone to go out with.
2 months and no PDA. "I don't do PDA" I'm not asking for a makeout session infront of the whole entire student body, all I ever wanted was a hug, or maybe even a hand hold, I guess thats to much to ask? I dont even want you to touch me again.
2 months and nothing has changed, everything has gotten worse and worse
2 months and you act like nothing is wrong.
EVERYTHING IS WRONG
I remember when you told me you liked me and I was pretty for the first time(before we started going out) I actually believed you, silly me.--fucking liar.
I hope you read this, I hope you fuckin' get it. Finally
your the worst "boyfriend" I've ever had.
The only times I've ever felt somewhat special is when your DRUNK and nice to me.
I don't ever want to hear the words I love you utterd from your mouth again, espically if your not going to show it.
here is your fucking picture.
This was posted on my g/fs LiveJournal.............. Guess I fucked up lol, hmm I'm drunk right now so I don't really care. I actually find it funny especially this part ---->
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The only times I've ever felt somewhat special is when your DRUNK and nice to me.
Fucking bitch lol
Fucking stupid bitch, I really don't know what I saw in her lol.