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Jordan capri.
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shes given up porn
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What? Really? Why would she?
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from her profile
My number 1 Belief: HAPPINESS IS ONLY DEPENDENT UPON CIRCUMSTANCE IF YOU ALLOW IT TO BE Some would say that I have a hippie mentality. I am happy all the time and I love it! I don't believe in fighting or even arguing for that matter, every problem can be resolved with the right conversation (unless you're a moron). See what I mean?SMILE

I USED TO BE A MODEL... PLEASE READ ON: I don't do that anymore (in fact, I am absolutely against it).... please let me explain. I used to do nude modeling between the ages of 18-19. Going into it, at first I believed it would be great. My thinking was ' I'll have enough money to pay for school & attend full time without having to work too many days a week & concentrate fully on my education". It started out as a once in a while thing & then I ended up signing a contract. I feel anyone at age 18, though "legally an adult", can be completely taken advantage of because of lack of ability to dechipher exactly what they are doing in an industry and be easily influnenced due to lack of good judgement. It's All About The Money...the money...the money. I became locked into affiliation with a completely negative, and in general, evil industry. The company I worked for is actually one of the better one's out there and never pressured me to do anything I didn't want to do. Just so you don't get me wrong, I NEVER comprimised my morals -morals of that time that is, I realize that's a funny word to use for this topic - That meant no males in pics Ever, no mastubation stuff, NOTHING dirty. As expected, I made a ridiculously large amount of money and I became the second most popular softcore ameture gal on the internet... which was MUCH more exposure than I'd expected & wanted. Alot of money was made & I DID get to pay for school. However, as time went on I grew up a bit as my eyes were opened. Let me put it this way: It was as though used to be standing behind a closed door. The room I was in was the world I knew of where everything was familiar (as in what was expected). I knew what was needed to succeed in this concrete world, which was money (looking back...ha!). Ignorantly I truely believed if I had money, nothing could ever happen to make me feel bad or sad. I saw this as a way to make lots of it and "the room" I was in approved of it, enthusiastically. Then one day at a visit to Montezume's Castle (in Verde Valley) my perspective of life changed. (I can go on about what actually happened there but that may take a while). Suddenly, this door that I never knew existed opened just a crack & I was able to peek out into the true world. I finally found out that there was no such thing as a 'real world'. I had been making so much money but felt the lowest I'd ever felt in my life! After that, I took up an interset in sprituality & to make an extremely long (probably already too long) story short, I HAPPILY walked away from modeling & all of the money that came along with it. I struggled for a while finacially afterwards, but I made it out just fine & have continued on a spritual journey of self-discovery & improvement. Each day I try to improve or learn at least one thing about myself. Now, I'm the happiest I've ever been. Regrets for modeling?.... No. I learned something I don't think I could have learned any other way. Sorry for making you read a whole book here, it's just many of you have said you'd recognized me & I wanted to explain this to you because I am who I say I am. I am an honest, motivated to succeed, nice person... not by ANY means the kind of person you'd expect to do what I did. Also, I'm still good friends with my old photographer (NIKO BIMINI on my friend's list). He's a cool guy (not your typical nudie photographer) & sometimes he takes pics of me for fun...non-nudie...maybe some a litte sexy I guess. One thing I did (and still do) LOVE was being in front of the camera, I'm a HAM for that

So if my pics on here look professonaly done, that's where they've come from. I'd like to add that I now (and have been) earn an honest living... I work two jobs. One as a Quality Analyst Manager for companies like Dell, Deiloitte & Tusch & many others. I also work at my dad's machine shop ( I run the entire office & do some industrial work as well) My work adds up to about 60-70 hours weekly. Plus, I'm back to school now at PVCC. I really hope after reading this you're open minded enough to accept all of it. If not, don't bother writing me...infact, lose my info. Now you know all about me.... Sincerely ~Lori