important reply

yesterday I posted in a thread saying

''I dont come here as much due to how down hill this place has gone''

which lead me to be de s-modded.

this is a reply I made but turned out to too long and id like anyone who reads it to leave what they think of this. even if its bad towards me. you all know im fair. so nows your chance to be fair with me (I do now mean this to get your own back. but be honist)



you played out that ''Dedicated'' ment you had to post on here alot or be online in the day.

now I see 'Dedicated' as a member of this site to be someone who is 'Dedicated' to homegrown its self...now im sure other members will agree with me on this even if my love me or hate me. even if they keep it to thems as I see it and have been told I am the most 'Dedicated' member of homegrown. I came inches from death due to homegrown. iv had many many people who are looked at as some of the best...repetedly tell me how much fucking respect they have for me that I came thur this and stay doing the thing I love....I wrecked myself but still go on...I put a friends life before my own and saved her and cursed my own.

EDIT:: iv just got a PM from someone. I hope he dont mind me shearing it with you lot.



that would show anyone I dont have a 'bad' attitude. iv got from what I see a very good attitude. the 'whatever' attitude you de-smodded me for has always been there...thats what you people liked about me and im sure thats what got me a smod in the 1st place. just because after what iv been thur didnt make me scared and deprested 24/7 and change the person I am as im trying to over come it by getting back to 'normal' I dont see why I should be looked down at and take away what power I used alot to keep this place running smoothy as it took a team of us s/mods to keep this site running. as without us it would be alot bigger mess.

like you say



we do as much as we can. but the members who post keep this place improving. by not posting any crap thats iv seen latly. by creating a post that is intresting to read and reply to thats what makes the site good. I think your coming down on the smods shoulders abit to hard as if you dont agree with me why try get them to improve things? im sure you have noticed this place has gone down hill.

but if you personaly feel 'WEAK' will do a better job than I did then by all means let him replace me...but if you choose WEAK to replace me as hes your new faviorite person on here then it seems you gave a poor reason to de-mod me in the 1st place.

reason being I said this place has gone down hill is none of the topics I used to enjoy are posted here. the only ones I see are throw away/crappy/newbi threads. reason for why im not posting in them, reason being why I dont come as offten...but does that mean im not here just because im set to inviserble?

PEACE
-webby

p.s I smoked some of the best weed today and I was able to think deeply like I used to before I was jacked up on strong pain killers and other drugs...feels good to be free from lack of brain function.

p.s. sorry its an essay but I havnt been able to think with a flow and keep to one subject

p.s.s while im at it. just an update & a message to 2 friends. ill let you know I had my 1st real filming session last weekend with lou komodo & louzy hero and its some awesome shit to finish the dvd off with. thanks to you both. as I wasnt in front of the camera much what we did was together and watching it back its going to be soo good once finished. love both of youzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz


re-peace
-marc

Nobody doubted your dedication to homegrown, to be a smod u have to be dedicated to the forums in themselves. I dont think Gazza is talking down to u, and I think u were replaced as weak could do a beter job.

You are respected for wht u have been through and done, and will always be a valued member here in my eyes.

like I said, if that was the only reason then ill drop it but he put me across as doing a bad job when even if I didnt post id still be closing,moving and removing topics I felt needed to have action taken on them.

you are one of the best members on this site so no you shouldent be de s-moded but weak will do a goog job you should at least be a mod.but you didn't do anything wrong so it was harsh.


your number 1 fan steve-ff.

thanks stan...I mean steve

I think weak will be a good smod and that I think that gman was just doing what is best for the forums...I respect gazaa and I respect some things you do...I think sometimes your a cockass to people for no reason but that doesnt mean I hate you...I think you are a leader in homegrown and someone selfless....but you can be an ass.....

yeh u can be an ass

But not very often to me so, I <3 choo

I agree with him, and gman, not in you being Demodded but with your attitude lately.

allright I was going to say what I said in the pm but people would think I'm a soppy suck-up dick head so I left it I think verey highly of him put it that way for anyone who want's to know what the fuck I am talking about .
p.s congratulations on the filming

webby deserves modhsip. webbys been around for fuckin years and hes been through a shitload all in the name of homegrown. I dont think modship is a huge deal but give it to webby, he deserves it.

I agree that webby has been around for ages and that he has been through alot...its his choice to stay on hgf...just because he isnt mad doesnt mean he cant post still....mod should be reserved for people who have the time to make this place better like mono and made....Made takes really good acre of this place...so I think the smod should go to weak.....

The Internet - Serious Business.

at the least

You caught me up in a bad mood yesterday, which is unfortunate for you.

I am going through some bad issues atm, with ill health of family members, so I snapped at the bitching.

I'll revise the smod situation, when I have the time or patience. WEAK will remain an Smod though, as he is an awesome guy.

that's allrite then.

In my opinion, I dont see why you were modded in the first place. Being dedicated to homegrown is alot different then being dedicated to the quality of a forum, and personally I think youve lowered that quality overall. Lately you havent been as much of a prick to people, but I obviously still support gazaas decision.

And me being modded has little to do with you. Trust me on that.

Give Webby his S-mod ship back, HGF needs him... I think its sad that just because Gaz was in a bad mood webb got punished.. now I dont like Marc all that much but I still beleve that this should never have happend to him because he does offer something important, Expereance. but Gaz said hes gunna fix it so good on him..

Just because he isnt an smod doesnt mean he cant still post and offer his experience to people... I agree with what WEAK was saying.. latly all Webby has done is bitch and grype and get pissy with "noobs" or atleast people who he feels are slighlty noobish.. and that isnt really a way to improve homegrown... the noobs are really the futer of homegrown.. without them.. the forums.. and homegrown itself will never grow and will eventually die.. so I say an smod should show a noob around...and make them feel welcomed.. rather than bitching at them for talking about something that was talked about 2 months before they even joined hgf...

Wise words.

by reading that quote and everything in your post, I could have sworn you wrote that to yourself.

if being a mod means that much to you and you can't live without it, then by all means take mine, but mark my words, it's not because I respect you, so don't swell with pride.

adam - if I wrote it myself ask made or gazaa to check. or if the person who sent it wants to speak up then he can.

I can live with out it. its the fact I dont like the reason for it to be taken from me

I wouldnt want your respect....but dont me mad....you can always cry to lou about me again.

shockley - please post these posts where I pick on noobs. like I said I stopped posting because of them...meaning I never said anything. no need to make things up your smarter than that?..........

gman - thanks. sorry aboot your issues

Webby - I dont feel like finding things where you bitch at noobs.. but even if you didnt.. you still dont talk to them and or help them.. perhaps bitching was the wrong terminology.... but by not helping or talking to them your not being very smod-like... if you will read further into my post I said that is what needs to happen.. they are te futer of HGF and HG...dedication to HG and to HGF means you should be equally dedicated to helping them get better and learn more.. wich you should be able to do.. givin your experience...

P.S. Gazza.. can we get a spell checker for Webby.. its getting hard to read more than a sentence of his...Thanks

Love
The Shocker

haha tell her I said hi and to actually suck and not just move her head back in forth while giving you the ole remedy. that's why she's your pal right, don't see how she could be or actually do anything else.

I havnt even got mod powers.

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gman - sorry aboot your issues
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yeah same here hope it mends it self quikly.

Well I agree with Gazaa on making some who is going to contribute to the forums more, rather than complain about things, sorry webby, but you do complain alot.

I dunno, is it me, or lately has everyone's complaining and bitching started to make hgf seem to go downhill, when infact it's actually improving in sections.

If everyone would just stop bagging ideas and improvements and actually contribute plans and make suggestions then I reckon everything can be good again.

Nico.

nico - I never had a reason to complain before? confused

adem - your just a forum member. no way to know what mine n lou's lifes like even as much as you try lol

gazaa - can you get a spellchecker so shocker can understand mis spelled words as he cant work them out on his own like the rest of the forum.

Ive noticed a lot of your post are a little negative lately

WILL EVERYONE SHUT THA FUCK UP? ok now I know webb is a dick and him and adem have their beef but to be honest, this place doesent feel the same without the asshole s-mod... and shock.. who gives a fuck if he talks down to noobs.. so do I and so does 80% of the fucking forums... y do we do it? perhaps its because they suck fucking balls! I think it would be great to have weak and webb both as s-mods...