depression blows

when ever I don't have shit to do, and it's rainy

I go crazy with depression, I start to remember to much shit

alot of people seem to trust me with secrets, I know way to many I guess

when the weather gets like this I start to go a bit emo

"people trust me not to tell, I just want someone to cut my through and let all the secrets pour out"

I know it's cheesy but it's how I feel somtimes, way to much evil in the world, I have seen and heard and just known to much of it, I wish I was as strong as the people that actually told me this shit but im a weak pussy, I have an amazing life so I guess I deserve to help others out by "eating" the sin of others from them

sorry if this is spam then just move it to trash but I like to write this shit down makes me feel like a wieght it off my chest and when I feel like that I can start living again, took me awhile to learn that actually, alot of contemplating suicide on daily basis to the extent of having an "emergency" box of razorblades next to my bed

lol this does feel better thank homegrown forums for being a vent for my, well, what ever it is a vent for thanks for being here

couldnt you just take pills or get drunk like the rest of us?

lol I wish, it takes to much alchohol to get me drunk, I never actually have gotten drunk cause of that

but I love the weed but I don't smoke it all the time I just like to chill with my buddies when I do it

and I don't belive in pills but I guess that could change one day

beat your meat.

already did that

never mind guys I just go to the "cure" for depression

book mark this page cause it rocks

http://www.jengajam.com/index.php?act=sear...e&submit=Search

cheer up, im here!!

hmmm...I love it when in rains. Sorry to hear your down. I'll let you see the new intro if it would make a difference.

Good times, good times (SIG )

I think about that day atleast 4 times a day man, that was so funny we both though of the nastiest insults for eachother

I called you jew, you called me beaner, we called dylan a nazi and he didn't care

dude I can't belive I missed this comments, I like it when it rains to just after the rain, but yeah man if you would hook me up with that intro I would love it, but I don't have fucking aim anymore

yousendit would kick ass though man

your a life saver dude

ya im bipolar, my medicine is usually boozing it up or getting stoned

Woah, im the complete opposite. I can feel that shit of a beer man, I have a fast metabolism, like super fast. I get drunk real fast and sober real fast too.