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15 June 2005, 20:34 UTC#1
ok I just posted an update of my self on the retardz geust book so incase you care im posting it here
im also going to take pics of me in the next few days which ill be sending to people I trust wont post online so the sun can steal them and say "evil-webby has shaved head because he hates blacks and retardz is a cover for his KKK cult"
well anyways as I cant work for god knows how meny months I cant buy 2 videos I wanted too so is it poss if I can be sent the borntodie dvd n aresmarks x dvd and ill send the money for them once I restart work.like I said I cant play video games so watchin dvds is all I do but iv played all mine out and need newness..ok beggin over
-webby x
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thx for your messages
ok so you wanna know how im doing. well in 3weeks iv lost over 2 n half stone, im the skinnest iv ever been. if you knew what I looked like before I was pretty fit and had alot of muscels but now they have wasted away from stress and layin in a bed allday jacked up on drugs [pain killers] 24/7 but without them im in so much pain I cant move. my skin graths are healing well slowly but surley. just a few open and infected parts on my hands and leg. iv got 40% of movement back in my left hand and only 10% in my right (as this is the hand which was the most bunt because I just grabbed shelleys flaming hoodies and didnt let go untill I had pulled it off and got it away from her) so that hand is useless and will be for a very long time, ha by the time I come out of this im going to be left handed wow and just to think I used to bully all the left handed kids at school....now ill be one of them...lol anyways my chest is tight and I cant lift my arms above my head due to being burnt under my arms..umm what else is up with me....oh because iv been told to keep my right hand rased high so the swelling gos down I now cant make my arm go staight...thats not good.
umm my computer is my voice ato talk to my friends because my voice is still very weak and tryin to talk just hurts and I lose breth..so until my voice returns ill be typing updates to my friends,familys and supporters (never liked the word fans..it makes people seem lower then the person they respect/support) well thats basicly how im doing..oh im also so fucking weak I cant even lift up anything heaver then a bed pillow and even thats like lifting up a bag of rocks.
well back to home life...(sitting at home stairing at my playstation,gamescube and xbox wishing I had 2 working hands) oh well hopfuly next month or in a few months my hands will be alest 80% if not more.
thanks for the love and I hope shelley will get this much from her family because I know its helped me feel better inside which took me out of the depression I was going thru and I know its going to be 10x worse for her, I just cant wait to see her and hug her and not let go. I really wished we got thru this together because I know having each other in this time would of helped both of us, but we got split up and I wasnt aloud to see her at all nore talk to her and that killed me so much. great now iv gone off topic and talked too much,
shelley would find that funny beccuase I always type a page of crap when I send a quick hello email lol
well I did it again..no more off topics
bye
peace
love
-marc
ok so you wanna know how im doing. well in 3weeks iv lost over 2 n half stone, im the skinnest iv ever been. if you knew what I looked like before I was pretty fit and had alot of muscels but now they have wasted away from stress and layin in a bed allday jacked up on drugs [pain killers] 24/7 but without them im in so much pain I cant move. my skin graths are healing well slowly but surley. just a few open and infected parts on my hands and leg. iv got 40% of movement back in my left hand and only 10% in my right (as this is the hand which was the most bunt because I just grabbed shelleys flaming hoodies and didnt let go untill I had pulled it off and got it away from her) so that hand is useless and will be for a very long time, ha by the time I come out of this im going to be left handed wow and just to think I used to bully all the left handed kids at school....now ill be one of them...lol anyways my chest is tight and I cant lift my arms above my head due to being burnt under my arms..umm what else is up with me....oh because iv been told to keep my right hand rased high so the swelling gos down I now cant make my arm go staight...thats not good.
umm my computer is my voice ato talk to my friends because my voice is still very weak and tryin to talk just hurts and I lose breth..so until my voice returns ill be typing updates to my friends,familys and supporters (never liked the word fans..it makes people seem lower then the person they respect/support) well thats basicly how im doing..oh im also so fucking weak I cant even lift up anything heaver then a bed pillow and even thats like lifting up a bag of rocks.
well back to home life...(sitting at home stairing at my playstation,gamescube and xbox wishing I had 2 working hands) oh well hopfuly next month or in a few months my hands will be alest 80% if not more.
thanks for the love and I hope shelley will get this much from her family because I know its helped me feel better inside which took me out of the depression I was going thru and I know its going to be 10x worse for her, I just cant wait to see her and hug her and not let go. I really wished we got thru this together because I know having each other in this time would of helped both of us, but we got split up and I wasnt aloud to see her at all nore talk to her and that killed me so much. great now iv gone off topic and talked too much,
shelley would find that funny beccuase I always type a page of crap when I send a quick hello email lol
well I did it again..no more off topics
bye
peace
love
-marc
im also going to take pics of me in the next few days which ill be sending to people I trust wont post online so the sun can steal them and say "evil-webby has shaved head because he hates blacks and retardz is a cover for his KKK cult"
well anyways as I cant work for god knows how meny months I cant buy 2 videos I wanted too so is it poss if I can be sent the borntodie dvd n aresmarks x dvd and ill send the money for them once I restart work.like I said I cant play video games so watchin dvds is all I do but iv played all mine out and need newness..ok beggin over
-webby x
