a wierd feeling

I was planning on spending this summer filming, and odds are I still will. but some one made me relize somthing, odds are when I grow up im gonna grow out of hg, im not gonna like filming or doing stunts any more, I don't like that feeling at all. I don't want to think im gonna be ashamed of my kids for doing what I used to do, and pretend it never happened. I hope I don't have kids but it will probably happen, and if it does I hope I am different, I hope I can see when it's just harmless fun, I already am growing up, but I don't want to grow out of streaking, and general messing around, it feels like there is a fucking grim reaper looker at me from afar when ever I edit like he is waiting, and waiting for me to hit fucking 18.

I know im not gonna do freak.inc when im 18, but I do want to film hg and skating, I want to film things that people don't want to see, I want to shine a light on the evils of the world. but I hope I don't end up just saying what every film maker with a soul says and ends up selling it, I really don't want that to happen.

when ever I got out and vandalize shit while I film, my town is so small my house is home base and if I can walk down the mountain and come back without getting caught im home free, it's a scary and thrilling thing, im worried siloam springs is choking me cause I can't do anything withought the cops getting in the way, and that scares me, that maybe I will end up a failure in school, live in silaom and never do what I want

I hope this dosn't happen and my mood improves soon because I don't like being like this, it's not me

keep it real hgforums thanks for listening

stop preaching al

I'll become more mature, but not regret hg or anything, cause cmon, you do it now cause it's fun. I only regret when I get in trouble.

Im growing out of it now...

















no I definitly AINT, im getting more into it with the hunt and all.

never ending story ahhhh ahhhh ahhh ahhh ahhh ahh

artex I need you artex

well, were gettin famous bitches...lol hopefully.

Then what?

then da hoes, duh

getting tatoos and fucking fat bitches

I dont think ill grow out of hg. maybe the forums and the scene but I think ill always be doing it.
its not like other hobbys. you can do nething. the possibiities are endless.

I've grown out of most "stunt" thingeys as I feel I'm too old for that shit and everytime Im on a roof or whatever I think pfft.. jeej im probably gonna break something AGAIN just for a gay ass 2 second clip.

Lately I started to like messing around with people (like Duran does), skating and partying.. thats all really.

I still wanna film.. but all my group are just being annoying about it.. they say they stillw anna do it but they cant get their asses into gear and actually get out filming..

So I think its more annoying when all your group have grown out of it and you havent..

everything I film is shit that happens on its own or shit that we do naturally, reguardless of whether the camera is present or not. Im not gonna stop filming what goes on in my life and the lives around me.

ahhahah dude, I think this is a brighton thing, I say u have u and 1 guy who really enjoy doing it and want to at any possible time, but hte rest say they want too do it...are happy too take any praise for it but when it coems too actually doing something you get phonecalls on the day saying that they cant come.

Life is always going to be full of questions. Our whole crew is old and I have a kid. Like Weak, we too just document our lives and we have been doing it for quite some time. Some shit comes and goes but this is one thing I can’t imagine missing from my life, in fact it is my life – it is all I got at times. I still get in shit with the law, I still fuck shit up and I still just don’t give a fuck about laws that the people enforcing them and making them break themselves. I have had a few brushes with death and I still like to push the envelope because you never know when your time will come, so until then I am going to keep on pushing because it’s the only thing I enjoy. Then again that’s just me and I hope when I do die that someone is rolling. You can’t stop growing old, but you don’t have to grow up. Like Hunter S. Thompson said… "I hate to advocate drugs, alcohol, violence, or insanity to anyone, but they've always worked for me."

Just do what you want to do man, you know... whatever feels right.

I dont think ill grow out of filmmaking,
im just filming the things we usually do,burnouts,drifts and wheelies