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14 November 2006, 03:03 UTC#1
Hi.
Lately, shit's been crazy with me... I think im looseing my fucking mind, litterly.. alot has been happening to me, and around me. Im not going back and editing this paragraph, so if you see anyting that you dont understand...just bare with me..
let me just start out like this, im looseing my job at Mikeys skate shop. The shops closeing at the end of the month, just like all the other awesome skateshit left me, like 360 skatespot. the best park ever on the east coast closed down in 2000 I think... but anyways, mikeys is closeing.. were having a sale on all items, im tryen to scrap all I can get from there... im actually consitering getting a business licence and buying decks whole sale and putting them up on the sabotage site, and designing decks... kinda like a skate company. and of course, sell videos and what nots.. moneys been a problem, im still tryen to save up for a vx2100... I need to keep my money in the pocket though...
just the other day...when I went into the city.. ive seen worse of the worst in philly.. it was on saturday I went.. I saw soo many things, and soo many things were on tape... so many crackies, so many bums in the subway, so many crazy people singing to them selves.. it's funny for awhile, but then it gets depressing... ive seen people thrown up agianst cop cars gettin busted, ive seen crazy people screaming there head off in city hall, ive seen crazy asian runners just throwing them self into a crowd of people, for no aparent reason, ive seen illiterate cops explain to me what to do and not to do, and why not to skate, and all sorts of wack stories.. ive had kids, kids people, come up to me and ask for money for his father, people have came up to me buging for tokens and train tickets, just dieing to get outta there... people explained me stories on how they got there stuff stolen, and how they got robed and shot.. I mean, you can't even understand what there saying there missing all there teeth and braincells... people are fucking crazy here.. and all this is on tape by the way.. and there is soo much more. and it depresses me.. really brings me down. I dont think I ever want to go back to the city agian..
ohh and when I was in the city saturday, it just so happend that the next day, one kid got shot in city hall's subway, and another kid got shot in the gallery/mall/subway area...all in broad daylight.. two of the main areas I was at on saturday... what really made chills go down my spine is when I suggested to go on sunday to my friend dennis... I would have possably gotten fuked up.. just today I heard on the news.. some poor old lady was in a wheel chair in her apartment: got shot and found dead about 3 hours ago... I mean, im sure she had someone in the family that was part of a gang or some sort of drug thing, but thats sick and cruel... it hurts to hear this, when your living like 10 min's away from the city... fuk man, more people die in philly than in the war in iraq... dont belive me? you google up the death count...
another problem... my grandma's in the hospitol, she's in there for phnamonia... (nah-mon-yah) however you say it... im worried, but she's tough, im sure she will pull threw... thats always a major thing thats going on right now... another is a best friend, Disney.. im sure you people dont know him, but he's that weird ADD kid in some of my videos that sings weird disney songs and he's weird as shit, but he's a bro to me... Nan nan, his grandma, who's awesome is movin out of the house... she's going to a retirement home, and im piseed off becasue nicks not gonna have the two house thing no more.. his parents house lives next door to his grandma's... sweet deal huh? but it's being taken away... thanks to nicks half sister (not even her real sister!) she's one of them democratic, liberal pieces of shit who want change and differences for the "better"... fuck her, we were doing just fine without her... ever since she moved in with nicks parents agian (keep in mind she's fuckin 40!) she fucked up alot... she got into peoples heads... she hates me becasue when I meet her, I had a arguement with her how I said PC's are better than Mac's...now what kind of piece of shit dose that?! she's the biggest idiot in the world... im not going too into detail on who she is, da da da... but w/e... she tried changin my best frinds, we want her outta the neiborhood...
theres sooo much more, but I might post more if anyone cares listeing to my thoughts... sorry if I wasted time, but I had to let alot off my chest... I dont think ive ever had this bad of a mental break down...
it's kinda hard when people usually dont take u too seriously...
Lately, shit's been crazy with me... I think im looseing my fucking mind, litterly.. alot has been happening to me, and around me. Im not going back and editing this paragraph, so if you see anyting that you dont understand...just bare with me..
let me just start out like this, im looseing my job at Mikeys skate shop. The shops closeing at the end of the month, just like all the other awesome skateshit left me, like 360 skatespot. the best park ever on the east coast closed down in 2000 I think... but anyways, mikeys is closeing.. were having a sale on all items, im tryen to scrap all I can get from there... im actually consitering getting a business licence and buying decks whole sale and putting them up on the sabotage site, and designing decks... kinda like a skate company. and of course, sell videos and what nots.. moneys been a problem, im still tryen to save up for a vx2100... I need to keep my money in the pocket though...
just the other day...when I went into the city.. ive seen worse of the worst in philly.. it was on saturday I went.. I saw soo many things, and soo many things were on tape... so many crackies, so many bums in the subway, so many crazy people singing to them selves.. it's funny for awhile, but then it gets depressing... ive seen people thrown up agianst cop cars gettin busted, ive seen crazy people screaming there head off in city hall, ive seen crazy asian runners just throwing them self into a crowd of people, for no aparent reason, ive seen illiterate cops explain to me what to do and not to do, and why not to skate, and all sorts of wack stories.. ive had kids, kids people, come up to me and ask for money for his father, people have came up to me buging for tokens and train tickets, just dieing to get outta there... people explained me stories on how they got there stuff stolen, and how they got robed and shot.. I mean, you can't even understand what there saying there missing all there teeth and braincells... people are fucking crazy here.. and all this is on tape by the way.. and there is soo much more. and it depresses me.. really brings me down. I dont think I ever want to go back to the city agian..
ohh and when I was in the city saturday, it just so happend that the next day, one kid got shot in city hall's subway, and another kid got shot in the gallery/mall/subway area...all in broad daylight.. two of the main areas I was at on saturday... what really made chills go down my spine is when I suggested to go on sunday to my friend dennis... I would have possably gotten fuked up.. just today I heard on the news.. some poor old lady was in a wheel chair in her apartment: got shot and found dead about 3 hours ago... I mean, im sure she had someone in the family that was part of a gang or some sort of drug thing, but thats sick and cruel... it hurts to hear this, when your living like 10 min's away from the city... fuk man, more people die in philly than in the war in iraq... dont belive me? you google up the death count...
another problem... my grandma's in the hospitol, she's in there for phnamonia... (nah-mon-yah) however you say it... im worried, but she's tough, im sure she will pull threw... thats always a major thing thats going on right now... another is a best friend, Disney.. im sure you people dont know him, but he's that weird ADD kid in some of my videos that sings weird disney songs and he's weird as shit, but he's a bro to me... Nan nan, his grandma, who's awesome is movin out of the house... she's going to a retirement home, and im piseed off becasue nicks not gonna have the two house thing no more.. his parents house lives next door to his grandma's... sweet deal huh? but it's being taken away... thanks to nicks half sister (not even her real sister!) she's one of them democratic, liberal pieces of shit who want change and differences for the "better"... fuck her, we were doing just fine without her... ever since she moved in with nicks parents agian (keep in mind she's fuckin 40!) she fucked up alot... she got into peoples heads... she hates me becasue when I meet her, I had a arguement with her how I said PC's are better than Mac's...now what kind of piece of shit dose that?! she's the biggest idiot in the world... im not going too into detail on who she is, da da da... but w/e... she tried changin my best frinds, we want her outta the neiborhood...
theres sooo much more, but I might post more if anyone cares listeing to my thoughts... sorry if I wasted time, but I had to let alot off my chest... I dont think ive ever had this bad of a mental break down...
it's kinda hard when people usually dont take u too seriously...
And the death count isnt as high as in Iraq. Why would you lie to me!? :'(