Im out

I never thought I would end up making one of these threads...but I guess I was wrong.

For any of you who have experienced an all time low in your life, then you already know that sitting on the internet is one of the worse things you can do.

I really am fucked here. I've fucked around with my life for so long thant I've burned every bridge and pissed on every connection I had. Im surrounded by people getting ready to move on with their lives and go to college, while Im still here with my thumb up my ass.

I guess the bottom line is that I did have a plan for my life, and ive had this plan for years. And its like...a coulple weeks right before this plan was supposed to go into action, everyone fucking bails.

My best friend who was supposed help me get these videos off the ground just randomly joined the Navy for 4 years. Its like what the fuck. There goes the video.

Then my fiance of 3 years, the last person I could depend on ....she picks the absolute worse time to leave me. She was the last and only person I could depend on.

Its seriously unbelievable to see something Ive been working for for the past 3 years of my life just go straight down the tubes in like 1 minute flat. One second I had it all. Now I have shit.

So I guess this is where I'm left with things. I have barely 2 months to get a job, find an apartment, and figure out what Im gonna do with my life since Im completely on my own. I dont know how it is for you guys, but getting someone to rent to a 19 year old with no credit isnt very easy. Even harder is gonna be making enough money to pay rent. Especially around here.

Im feeling way to fucking down to be posting here like I used to. And soon enough, I wont have interent so I wont even be able too. I dont know whats gonna happen to the video. Im gonnat try and makeit work, but theres is nothing I can do about it now.

I like alot of you guys here. I really do enjoy posting here, and right now I have absolutley no one to vent to. S thanks for those who took the time to read what I had to say. <3

dude that fucking blows *hetrosexual hug* Image file not present in the recovered backup Never though id do that

good luck with everything man ... I hope everything goes well for you Image file not present in the recovered backup

That sucks. Hows th efootage you´ve allready filmed? Enough for dvd?

chances are if you try hard enough with all this shit it will payoff some how. And they you can spit of these people from fancy cars.
Wish I could do somthing to help man really do (L)

Image file not present in the recovered backup dude... I dont know what to say...

I'm sure youre gonna figure this out... and everything will be just fine... atleast I hope so Image file not present in the recovered backup

I'm really sorry to hear about all that man, sounds like you're going through a real tough time but I hope everything picks up for you.
Much love.

Sorry to hear that dude.. I know its a cliche but it sounds like it cant get any worse from what you've described. Losing a girlfriend always sucks and especially because your best mate joined the army at the same time.

Hope you pull up ok and look to the future.

sucks man, I hope you get everything right again, and do this stuff as a "commercial hobby" until you can make a living off it.

good luck hope you can release your dvd that can get you some cash

Shitty man, im sorry to hear that. Hopefully better things will happen, and things will start looking up.
Good luck in the future I guess,and try to have a good time.

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fuck man that is shit I know how you feel, I hope things get better for ya is there no way you get this stuff with the videos up and running on your own?

That sucks dude. I hope everything works out for ya.

Dude that really sucks shit man.....You were always someone of high standards for homegrowners on my list and im gonna miss you man Me and my girl just parted ways but im only 16 and she was your fiannce that must suck so much more and im so sorry for you man. I understand every move your deciding to make and im behind you 100%. If I never get tot alk to you again man...I wanna wish you the best of luck on starting a life and I Hope no I know things will start to go on the upside just gotta wait for it and hang in there. Much love man payce

Weak,

Everything happens for a reason... just keep your head up

Well, shit. I can't speak from experience, but your life will work itself out, I'm sure. As for Weak Sister, that sucks, because that group and DVD had amazing potential, don't give up though, because you'll probably find more people interested in filming with you. Whatever you do don't run off to college and become like every other unhappy half-yuppie, with a wife and kids, living in regret wondering when he turned 40.

yeah be one of them super happy 80 yearolds that dress like they all that and move like a 10 yearold

man weak, I am really going to miss you man

I really hope you can get shit figured out, cause you are a really smart person really

im not really worried about the dvd right now as much as im worried how your going to turn out man

I would do somthing with your legal knowlege, or you filming like filme wedding videos if you have to

I really hope to hear from you man, just keep me updated on you situation when ever you get near a computer

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but your a smart dude so im shure shit is going to work out for you man, I know I can speak for the board when I say were going to miss the fuck out of you man

Same here...I hope everything goes well...and I hope you can get everything sorted out

Ar man, lifes a major bitch at times. Good luck with everything in your life dude.

Man, I'm sorry to hear that. I hope you can sort this all out. We all have shit periods in our lifes, I hope you can stay strong through this one. Good luck man, hope things get better.

Damn man, hopefully things will start looking up for you.

thanks for all the support guys, its much appreciated <3

hopefully something right will come will come my way. Already a handful of old friends and crew members have stopped by.

thats awsome man, maybe they will be like, hey lets go shit on a door step

and you will have one of those slow motion shitty music flash back in like sepha of all the shit you did

and you will be like, yeah that sounds cool

and you skip down the road with your buds

Sorry to hear all that dude.

As for the video.... it will work... I know what its like to have to take time off from a video... as two of our WKH lads had a kid...so that kinda slowed shit down to a stop.... but we are back on it again...

So just pull in that cash for now... but never stop thinking about the video!

well the best of luck to you man hopefully you can still put the dvd out and shit

Sorry to hear tht man.

Best of luck with whtever u do.

Man..that sucks balls..You'll find something

by man, miss you

I hope things go well for you man, do whatever is best.