Im quiting smoking

im quiting smoking today. im gonna video tape it and at the end of it all when I feel
im done with it and im releasing a video of it. im sick of smoking cigarettes. there are many reasons for me to quit. some health, some social, some moneywise, some mental. a little bit from now with my last cigarete and it will end when I feel no more cravings, urges, desires.I will include every slip up, my thoughts and reasons for quiting, why I started, how I feel before and after, everythign related to my habit. I dont know how long it will be or when it will be out. im not going to rely on nicotine patches, gum, pills, or herbal remedies. im going cold turkey.
the video probally wont be entertaining to anyone but it will be the video im most proud of.
now im going to the beach to have my last cigarette. the sun will be up soon.

well thats great if your giving up! you go girl!

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its gonna be a fucking documantary about the life without cigs featuring duran

I was thinking more like a ten minuite video. I know no one wants to see it, you prolly couldnt care less. but fuck it youll watch it neway.

this is gonna be better than your arrest!

ohh yeah im still gona film all my crazy shit too. nothings changed just I dont want to smoke anymore.

QUOTE (Duran @ Mar 26 2005, 11:34 AM) I was thinking more like a ten minuite video. I know no one wants to see it, you prolly couldnt care less. but fuck it youll watch it neway.

nah for that I was the cameraman, my freind danny is the genious behind that. I dont think this will be all that funny but it will have its moments.
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ive heard writing shit down helps.

why I started. I was in 6th grade and I had friends that smoked. so naturally I wanted to try iti did and I got a rush, not only being light headed, I got a kick out of doing somehting I wasntsupposed to.(I sill do but now in a constructive way) At first I only smoked around friends, a social smoker if you will. then I went from wanting a cigarette to needing a cigarette.

5 years later im up to a pack a day, thats 30 packs a month at lets say $3.50. thats $105 fucking dollars a month. thats $1260 a year. lets say I live to 45. thats $56,700. FUCK THAT. Now im 2 hours into quiting. and I getting the first craving. ive heard the first 3 days are the hardest after that its easy.


why I want to quit
I want to be able to run and not feel like shit afterwards
I dont want o smell like cigarettes
I want to be healthier, (this should go at the bottom)
I dont want to pay for them
I dont want to always be "be right back I need a smoke"
I want to gain a few pounds
I want to never be the guy to get a cigarette from
I dont want to hack shit up anymore
I dont want to cuogh anymore ive noticed it getting worse and more persistant
I want to breathe easier
I want to do something alot of people cant
I dont want ashtrays everywhere
I dont want urges
I dont want to feel dependant on cigarettes
I want people to stop saying "you know? cigarettes are bad for you" and always replying "really? holy shit! they should tell you these things, they should have warnings and tv ads, and they should educate kids in school."

this should be very intersesting

when are you going to make your first vid?

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QUOTE (Duran @ Mar 26 2005, 04:18 AM) im quiting smoking today.

quitting smoking doesn't mean you can't have a joint once in a while right?

now I want a cigarette, whore External image not preserved — inspect source: http://homegrownforums.com/html/emoticons/Copy of glare.gif

I get the same urges for sex...but I don't intend to give that up External image not preserved — inspect source: http://homegrownforums.com/html/emoticons/Copy of happy.gif

joints are worse, but so fuck

QUOTE (Nico @ Mar 26 2005, 04:52 PM) joints are worse,

actually its a well known fact External image not preserved — inspect source: http://homegrownforums.com/html/emoticons/Copy of fool.gif

weed is worse for you then tabaco? hahaha show proof of this well known fact,


oh yeah I always hear people saying there dying of cancer from smoking weed...or was it tabaco? hhhhhmmmmm I cant remember because I only believe things I hear on the tv and newspapers

QUOTE (Nico @ Mar 26 2005, 04:52 PM) joints are worse, but so fuck

what sorta weed u been smokin, last time a checked u put tobacco in a joint fool, unless u take a bucket or a bong, and weed fucks u up in the long run just as much, I.e mental health problems, but I still do it like everyone else. and I never said tobacco wasnt bad.

QUOTE (Nico @ Mar 26 2005, 05:46 PM) what sorta weed u been smokin, last time a checked u put tobacco in a joint fool,

QUOTE (Nico @ Mar 26 2005, 05:46 PM) what sorta weed u been smokin, last time a checked u put tobacco in a joint fool, unless u take a bucket or a bong, and weed fucks u up in the long run just as much, I.e mental health problems, but I still do it like everyone else. and I never said tobacco wasnt bad.

well u must be sum kinda hardcore dope head, coz all the dope heads ano only take blunts on occasions, and most of the time its resin thats going about her, skunk is fuckin pricey.

QUOTE (Nico @ Mar 26 2005, 06:01 PM) well u must be sum kinda hardcore dope head, coz all the dope heads ano only take blunts on occasions, and most of the time its resin thats going about her, skunk is fuckin pricey.

I guess weed is worst if you are smoking it with tobacco.

and who ever said it cant give you cancer is lying because smoking anything can ..... even like dead leaves or some shit.

cigs are just more addictive thats all

QUOTE ({Corrupt} @ Mar 26 2005, 06:09 PM) and who ever said it cant give you cancer is lying because smoking anything can ..... even like dead leaves or some shit.

I dont smoke. Cant stand the after smell of weed. But when it's burning it's fine. External image not preserved — inspect source: http://homegrownforums.com/html/emoticons/Copy of happy.gif

yeah man, finally someone who actually talks some sense round here.

and a fuckin can back shit up webby, u r just tryin to act a smart arse n twistin what am sayin.

hahahaha ok so the topic goes to weed, something I am very familiar with. First off, whoever said you roll joints with tobacco, no where does it say that that is required. Smoking a big fat joint packed with tobacco is sick. Enjoy the taste, cut out the tobacco. As for the point that weed is worse than tobacco, its partly true. Weed does in fact contain more tar than a ciggareette but it has not been linked to be harmful in the way of cancer, emphasema and such. Think about it this way before you start running your mouths off. You dont see tobacco being prescribed to aid medical conditions.

Regardless smoking is bad, but the thing is, if you enjoy doing something then do it. Dont stop something because you feel you have to, only if you WANT to.

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I Just cant stand what they teach us on tv and in school. Condoms fail 22.35%. I was like YAH OKAY

just for your information, they don't prescribe resin or grass to ms sufferers. my mate has ms and the cannabis is in a special type of form, so thats a completely different situation.

if you wanna smoke fags, weed, fags with weed whatever, your choice. I personally hate fags, I occasionally smoke the odd joint if its bein passed about at a party. I cant be fucked no more smokin weed regularly, just gives u a ruff cough and costs too much.

anyway a think we have cleared that up.