post #1
17 February 2005, 00:55 UTC#1
Well here I am, very very ill and upset. Today must of been the worse day of 2005 probably. All started when I woke up this morning, I couldnt move, breathe properly or open my eyes. I stayed in bed awake staring at the wall for around 3 hours sweating like a bitch in jail. Ive been taking hunners of tablets all day and am feeling shit still. Well after geting out my bed this morning after deciding not to go to college, I got up to find out that my father is not giving me £100 to pay for damages I did to ma mates car by accident.
Then also I had to cancell ma second last driving lesson before my test, so now im having to cancel my test as of not been driving for 2 months since I failed ma 1st test.
So now I have to wait around 2 months until there is a space for taking my driving test. Also had to cancell my camcorder as the company told me im in a huge waiting list which could take up to 1month-5 months....so I decided to cancell it. So the money from the camcorder will have to go into my friends car...so no camcorder for a good while External image not preserved — inspect source: http://homegrownforums.com/html/emoticons/Copy of sad.gif . Also today was a very important day in my life, my dad moved into his own flat. And my whole family mother and 3 bros are very upset, I am not really cause I could tell this will hapen soon. BUT cause am soo ill I dotn give a fuck to be honest. Tomorrow am going to see the doctor to get couple tests to see if its just flu or something worse. Hope jsut a small flu and nothing serious. FUKED UP DAY
Just been also trying to edit sum shit for Chapter 2 and been having soo many problems and its driving me mad. I am so pissed of as I cant get al l the footage together with a nice song!ANYHOW... HGF has completely changed me I think, I think my friends also see ive changed alot, am kinda crazy now, neva used to do shit like this, but now I do it because I love it its almost a sport for me. This place means alot to me, maybe we aitn the best but I think in my opinion we are up there. Cause half kids I know wont do half of the shit ben and myself do.
Going back to how I am feeling, its coming to 1 in the morning, and now I have asore head, bad eyesight and ma whole body is sooo warm, am sweating alot. I am thinking abotu my future alot these days, havign to suport my family alot from now on. This day will probably stay on me for the rest of my life, so I decided to express my self to a community of people that have the same pasion as me. At the moment I have a small dream and its to get very well known with the shit and my friends do. Maybe we are "softcore" but I am 100% we are gettign harder by each clip.
If you read all this shit a wrotte I really thank you all, and I respect everyone ones work, shit or not shit, imature or not imature, hardcore or softcore, humorous or nto funny at all, I RESPECT YALL
Love and Peace
Kalle
Then also I had to cancell ma second last driving lesson before my test, so now im having to cancel my test as of not been driving for 2 months since I failed ma 1st test.
So now I have to wait around 2 months until there is a space for taking my driving test. Also had to cancell my camcorder as the company told me im in a huge waiting list which could take up to 1month-5 months....so I decided to cancell it. So the money from the camcorder will have to go into my friends car...so no camcorder for a good while External image not preserved — inspect source: http://homegrownforums.com/html/emoticons/Copy of sad.gif . Also today was a very important day in my life, my dad moved into his own flat. And my whole family mother and 3 bros are very upset, I am not really cause I could tell this will hapen soon. BUT cause am soo ill I dotn give a fuck to be honest. Tomorrow am going to see the doctor to get couple tests to see if its just flu or something worse. Hope jsut a small flu and nothing serious. FUKED UP DAY
Just been also trying to edit sum shit for Chapter 2 and been having soo many problems and its driving me mad. I am so pissed of as I cant get al l the footage together with a nice song!ANYHOW... HGF has completely changed me I think, I think my friends also see ive changed alot, am kinda crazy now, neva used to do shit like this, but now I do it because I love it its almost a sport for me. This place means alot to me, maybe we aitn the best but I think in my opinion we are up there. Cause half kids I know wont do half of the shit ben and myself do.
Going back to how I am feeling, its coming to 1 in the morning, and now I have asore head, bad eyesight and ma whole body is sooo warm, am sweating alot. I am thinking abotu my future alot these days, havign to suport my family alot from now on. This day will probably stay on me for the rest of my life, so I decided to express my self to a community of people that have the same pasion as me. At the moment I have a small dream and its to get very well known with the shit and my friends do. Maybe we are "softcore" but I am 100% we are gettign harder by each clip.
If you read all this shit a wrotte I really thank you all, and I respect everyone ones work, shit or not shit, imature or not imature, hardcore or softcore, humorous or nto funny at all, I RESPECT YALL
Love and Peace
Kalle